Name: Ruth Camille Bascuguin
nicknames: ruthay, miles, ellimac, jaejoong [bcoz I love him], kamiru-chan, ru-su-san
Age: 17
Birthday: July 18
Gender: F
Description: alive
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Wish List
Neon Genesis Evangelion: Iron Maiden 2nd PC game
the manga Neon Genesis Evangelion: Iron Maiden 2nd (volumes 5 and 6)
braces!
Level Up! Top-up cards [any amount is accepted] DSL / broadband laptop
Welcome to the first version of "my straight shiny hair", namely POISON.
haller! bye! [can't say anything] o__O
just read [read while eating or read while sleeping]
then read again...
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I shout out, "Happy Birthday".
17 May 2009 || 5:38 PM
I feel really bad that I can't say it right. I worried over it for a while but I eventually gave up and fell asleep. The air in this town on the weekend is heavy with the crowd. When I let out a deep sigh the external speaker overrode it. Even when I try to say it well there never was anything to be communicated. In this busy town I look toward the sky. and to that person who was so kind to me. I shout out, "happy birthday." A slight trouble got us lost amongst the crowd. And I started laughing at people's stupid jokes. I still don't know what to say if I were to meet you randomly somewhere in this town. What's the meaning behind the tears that I shed in this gradually crumbling world? In this busy town I look toward the sky and to that person in a distant town. I shout out, "happy birthday."
subtitle lang.. hindi ko din alam yung title ng Japanese song na to na nagpa-play sa background nung pinapanood kong episode sa Honey and Clover 2.. aun.. basta gusto ko ung lyrics kaya ko pinost dito.. :) I love it..
Cu al vi placas ci tie?
Gis revido!
~'prescribed by KaMiRu'~
an untitled poem
30 March 2009 || 10:57 AM
untitled~ by Ruth Camille Bascuguin
Should I be thankful for the life bestowed To me that death would certainly retrieve? This life that’s fate to pass and then to leave Is final. How could I end up this road If life’s own source of death will thus explode The end that Hades brings is what I grieve If I could have been born from start naïve, Then I would not be worried by my ode.
To the Almighty, I do owe this life So many people he could have impart But still t’was me He chose to breathe quite fast In this existence, must contend the strife, Unfold the past and urge today the start For man’s existence too long never last
~I made this before as a requirement. I just felt like posting this so that my blog will have something new in it. hihi! ~Petrarchan sonnet; iambic pentameter
Cu al vi placas ci tie?
Gis revido!
~'prescribed by KaMiRu'~
What mental disorder do you have?
17 March 2009 || 9:48 PM
try lang. wahaha kakagulat ung result.
What mental disorder do you have?
Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focus
to all the lovers out there! Happy Valentine's Day!
I AM A RESPONSIBLE GIRL
My kisses are worth more than a party or a movie. My body is the temple of God - not a plaything. The first "NO" may be difficult - after that it's easy. Virginity is still a virtue; lust is still a capital sin. The way I dress, act and speak may be a temptation to my boyfriend. I will observe modesty for his and my own protection. My parents have done so much for me. I wish always to be a credit to them. My boyfriend will be a husband and a father someday. He must be a hero in the eyes of his wife and children. I will do nothing to prevent that on my dates with him. I want to be a wife and a mother. I will reserve my purity and affection for my husband and children. If through my weakness, I should get pregnant, I will not take the "easy way out" by killing my unborn child.
I AM A RESPONSIBLE BOY
The parents of my girlfriend place their trust in me. I will not violate it. I will respect my girlfriend as I expect other men to respect my sister. I will respect womanhood because my mother is a woman. I will ask my girlfriend to do nothing that I would be ashamed of if my mother found out. My girlfriend has given me the honor and pleasure of her company. It is wrong for me to expect more in payment for this date. My girlfriend will be a wife and mother someday. She must be an example for her children and the pride of her husband. I will help her to be as pure and decent as I want my own wife to be. Manhood means strength of character as well as body. Lack of self-control is a sign of weakness. I want my girlfriend to know I am manly. God is everywhere, sees everything, knows everything. Darkness may hide me from people but it cannot hide me from God. If through my lack of self-control, I should get a girl pregnant, I will not put pressure on her to kill our unborn child.
~~ I really like these prayers or oaths, or whatsoever. I took this from a calendar in my siblings' room. haha.. I was going to get my weight that time by standing on top of the weighing scale (obviously), but I failed. Rather than doing that, I looked at the calendar and then there I was, tearing the sheet of paper where these prayers were written.
I hope everyone will understand and DO what these prayers wanted to say. =D
~these prayers came from this parish's calendar: Our Lady of the Most Blessed Sacrament Parish. (Kalayaan Village, Brgy. 201, Pasay City) wow. haha. Their websites are: olmbsp@yahoo.com and www.olmbsp.multiply.com
Cu al vi placas ci tie?
Gis revido!
~'prescribed by KaMiRu'~
I'm so sorry if I was the reason...
28 November 2008 || 9:46 PM
I'm so sorry if I'm one of the very reasons for your... I still can't accept this fact. The truth is that I don't feel anything for him. For me he's just a very close friend, nothing more than that. That's the reason why I really can't understand my situation.
I know you hate me, but I don't know why I can't be mad at you. Maybe it's because I understand your situation. I think I will also feel and think that way if I were you. But if you just tried to hear me out, maybe you won't feel that way to me.
Honestly, I'm so sad because of what happened to both of you. If you only knew that I used to pray for your relationship to last forever, because I can't help seeing him so down and depressed. Let me say this: I'm a big fan of your relationship before.
Again, I'm really sorry. I hope your ill-feelings for me will soon vanish. T__T
I believe that I didn't do anything bad. I don't have anything to be guilty about.
to him: I just wanted to state my feelings. I hope you understand (I know you would). Thanks for being a very supportive friend of mine.
to "you": Remember the time when we were having an open forum? I said, "Hindi ako nagkakagusto sa may-boyfriend na." I really mean what I said, and up to now I still mean it.
Thanks for the friendship.
Cu al vi placas ci tie?
Gis revido!
~'prescribed by KaMiRu'~
Warning: Don't approve comments automatically in Friendster!
24 November 2008 || 8:32 PM
Preview of how the message actually looks like: click me! A screenshot of holidaygifts.fileave.com: click me!
This is a big warning to all of us who uses Friendster. You might never see your profile or comments anymore if you accidentally approve this kind of comment or testimonial.
As you can see in the first picture, there is a "script" kind of html code written below the message. If your Friendster account automatically approves comments, you better change your settings now or you'll be surprised. If you will ask me, my Friendster doesn't automatically approve. But why did this happen? Hmm. It's all because I'm so much in a hurry to go to school. I was already late! HAHAHA! I just scanned the comment I received (I don't even have to read it seriously because she's just a schoolmate of mine from ParSci).
The first thing I did was to do necessary changes in my site just to fix the mess. I even changed my url! argh. (I better change it again) I even tried to stop "my comments" from fully loading all of its contents before it will get redirected to that damn site again. I did that so I could delete that damn comment. But when I clicked on the "delete"- POOF! It returned to holidaygifts.fileave.com again!
Waah. In cases like this, the next thing I thought to be the best solution is to contact Friendster. I even sent an e-mail to help@friendster.com for this problem. Guess what they did? They just sent me links to these "FAQs" like:
1. What types of photos can I upload to my profile? (Does this have any connection with my problem?!) 2. What are Testimonials and Comments. (I'm not illiterate!) 3. Security: Check Login Pages Carefully. (Give me a connection, please!!!)
In other words, they didn't do anything. They didn't even try to open my account and delete it.
When I finally arrived home after school, I checked my e-mail. I received this message from the one who sent it to me. She wrote there this message: "easier way: guys..may mas easier way pla pra maaus fs profyl nio..iSAFE mode nio muna daw dun sa SETTINGS..tpos idelete nio na ung comment..den un...ok na daw..heh pag ayaw yan..eto ung mjo mtagal na way: guys.. sori tlga sa mga nadamay nung hacker ng frendster ko..pare pareho taung victims.kabadtrip pero alam ko na panu madelete ung comment na galing dun sa olod fs account ko...ung comment na di ako gumawa "romantic love sumting". kelangan madelete un. so here's how go to this site http://noscript.net/getit. den click nio ung "add to firefox" den install na un.. ok nio ung nakalagay na "restart firefox" den magautomatic magoopen ulit firefox.. den maglog in na kau sa frendster account nio. dapat maclick nio muna ung "temporarily allow friendster.com" sa lower part ng window".. den idelete nio na ung comment na galing sa old fs ko "romantic love lang" once naopen nio na profyl nio tapos.if u lyk, u can uninstall na ung dinownload kanina. aion.hope maaus **if di nio magawa.pm me. i'l do it 4 u.pero i nid to know ur email add and pass.baguhin nio na lang after."
She said the first thing you should do is to change your settings to Safe Mode. After that you can now delete the comment. If that won't work, just do the other alternative (I won't summarize it anymore because it's too long!). Thanks to her I was finally able to delete the damn comment and fix my profile. I just hope that hacker will burn in hell. He/she is so nuts to think that what she did is funny. BALIW SIYA.
Now, I've learned something today ~ "If you're late, don't use Friendster." or "Safe Mode is the best medicine." or "Tanga ako, hindi ko alam may safe mode pala sa Friendster." juk. This is it... Don't always do things in a hurry, because it might lead to faults you might not be able to fix or change anymore.
Cu al vi placas ci tie?
Gis revido!
~'prescribed by KaMiRu'~
Survey from Takube. Na-miss ko mga BB na ganito.
25 October 2008 || 12:37 PM
LETTER 'A' 1. Are you Available? * I don't know. hahahahaa! 2. What is your Age? * 18. eighteen. 1 + 8 = 18. XD LETTER 'B' --(no # 3?) 4. Do you live in a Big house? * I'm not sure. 5. When is your Birthday? * 07/18/2718. ayos THE LETTER 'C' 6. What's your favorite Chocolate? * Snickers. ayos. walang melamine yan, don't worry. THE LETTER 'D' 7. Do you Daydream? * yup. all of us do that, right? 8. What's your favorite kind of Dog? * German shepherd. 9. What Day of the week is it? * satur-araw. THE LETTER 'E' 10. Have you ever been in the Emergency room? * nope. 11. Did you have a crush that starts w/ letter M? * yup. Emerson. Emil. (joke, I never had a crush with those names) . THE LETTER 'F' 12. Favorite Flower? * sunflower. ewan. . THE LETTER 'G' 13. Do you chew Gum? * yah. 14. Are you a Giver or a taker? * giver. . THE LETTER 'H' 15. What's your Height? * 5'4" 1/2 16. What color is your Hair? * shiny black. . THE LETTER 'I' 17. What's your favorite flavor of Ice cream? * Rocky road! I love the nuts!!! 18. Have you ever Ice skated? * yup. when I was still a HS student. 19. Do you play an Instrument? * yeah. piano. guitar. . THE LETTER 'J' 20. Have you ever heard a really hilarious Joke? * a lot of times. 21. Do you wear Jewelry? * yah. . THE LETTER 'K' 22. Do you want Kids? * kinda. 23. Where did you have Kindergarten? * sacred heart school merville THE LETTER 'L' 24. Have you ever Lied to your parents? * absolutely yes. THE LETTER 'M' 25. Last Movie you watched? * I am Legend. 26. Do you still watch disney Movies? * yeah. 27. Do you like Mangoes? * yup. THE LETTER 'N' 28. What is/are your Nicknames? * Miles, ellimac, subrosa, tesmon 29. What's your favorite number? * 18. bday. 30. Do you prefer Night over day? * night coz I'm a vampire. THE LETTER 'O' 31. Whats your One wish? * I wanna be a CPA. THE LETTER 'P' 32. What is the fear you are most paranoid about? * low grades. THE LETTER 'Q' 33. Are you Quick (to) judge people? * no. . THE LETTER 'R' 34. Do you watch Reality tv? * yah yah . THE LETTER 'S' 35. Do you prefer sun or rain? * none. The sun is too big. Rain is too popular. we won't fit. hahahaha! XD 36. Do you like Snow? * yah. (I could make lots of cold drinks! awee!) THE LETTER 'T' 37. What Time is it? * it's summertime! (taeng High School Musical yan.) 38. What time did you wake up? * ten ante meridiem. . THE LETTER 'V' 39. Whats the worst veggie? * none. I love vegetables. 40. Where do you want to go on Vacation? * any cold place. . THE LETTER 'W' 41. Will you go back to the past? * nope. I wanna be in the future so that I will be able to buy a DORAEMON! THE LETTER 'X' 42. Have you ever had an X-ray? * yah. X-ray vision. 43. Do you own a xylophone? * yah. . THE LETTER 'Y' 44. Do you like the color yellow? * yep, before when Power Rangers is still very popular. I am YELLOW RANGER! awoo! . THE LETTER 'Z' 45. Whats your Zodiac sign? * Cancer. (ung crab ah, hindi ung tumor.)
